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Betrayful Photoblog!

2009.08.04
This is my betrayful pyramid which is meant to stand over my computer which serves as an energizing device but won't stay open because I haven't cut it straight. All that for sacred geometry!

You naughty naughty blog, you bad bad thing that has a spell on you.
Who put a spell on you? Is it my strong desire for being heard and seen?

You terrible blog, you are one of my dearest silent confident, you are one of the strenghts that kept me off the road, even though you are hardly a person.

You poor blog; it is not your fault, I know, if there is something about your energy that makes others behave in a certain way, particularly the ones I want to be close to...

Ah, BLog, I wish you would stop doing that. I am sure it is my fault really, but I wish that you quit being the catalyst for my breaking up with all those boyfriends whenever I give them your address, soon after they know of you.

Maybe they think you are my lover, and they are jealous of you. I don't know.

In the meantime, I know now from too many hurtful lessons, that I shall hide you away from those people and not tell them about you; unless they find you themselves, in which case it is their own fault.

I love you very much, but I would quite like to have a life, eventually; so you should stay my secret soul-page, and stop casting your bad spells around. My poor dearest blog.
8 Comments
ClaudePechabaden No more boyfriends!!! If someone sees me with a boyfriend again, I allow them to come and throw tomatos at the pigeons near my front door to show their disapproval and remind me of this very blog.
Please feel free to hit the pigeons if you can.
ClaudePechabaden · 2009-08-04: 05:16
ClaudePechabaden I really have had enough of bloody boyfriends.
ClaudePechabaden · 2009-08-04: 05:18
ClaudePechabaden I was talking to a friend yesterday and I was telling him that I felt my woman's body and head software was a software dating from the early 1800; and I felt I would have suited that time, with my submissive and acceptant behaviour of men whom I wrongly guess were abusive in those times, and expected a woman, as well as being good for not much except doing housework and cooking and washing, would be used to make children.
He simply replied that he thought I should get out more and try and be part of the 21st century, start going out to art galleries and see what others were doing around me, as well as reading newspapers, because there were lots of interesting things in this modern world that I was missing out on.
I said I couldn't read newspapers, I get so traumatised by reading the frontpage of one on the tube that I just can't. But I said I didn't mind going out to more exhibitions, as I always felt slightly recluse from others around me, as a human being. I am not really there. I sort of am, but lost in myself and doing washing-machines spins.
He also said that I put myself aside this world by not following the fashion trends, and he is entirely right. I refuse!
ClaudePechabaden · 2009-08-04: 05:29
ClaudePechabaden What was interesting was also the discussion over my work; I realised by talking to him that the point in my work and difficulties was the fact that I did what I did because it allowed me to be an outcast, an alien and an not-suitable citizen.
I also said to him, after talking about Sweden and things where all those things are regulated, that if it happened over here, with those particular things that are not what I stated above, I would quit it, because I wouldn't enjoy doing such thing if it was allowed.
It is not the "forbidden" aspect of it, but it is the fact it keeps me separated and lonely. And somehow, that I enjoyed that.
Very odd.
ClaudePechabaden · 2009-08-04: 05:29
terryl Shame about the wonky pyramid, do wonky ones work properly or does all the energy dribble out the corners?
terryl · 2009-08-04: 08:13
ClaudePechabaden Well, this one should erally work properly but since it stopped me sleeping the first night, from over-use of it, it is proof that it did something on a subtle level.
ClaudePechabaden · 2009-08-05: 03:34
terryl Hmmmm...
terryl · 2009-08-05: 03:36
ClaudePechabaden hhmmmm to what?
I am not growing my own!
ClaudePechabaden · 2009-08-05: 16:01
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